I've spent countless hours with therapists, psychologists, and
psychiatrists, but never once have any of the visits yielded noticeable
results. The medication they provided helped, but talking and "working
through my problems" just left me embarrassed, angry, or profusely
depressed. Even though my mind works rationally and I'm consumed by
science I remained confused by the outcome. I never understood how
psychology, a science I continue to study, could fail me. What was I
doing wrong?
In several studies, participants who have
experienced a traumatic event have been encouraged to spend just a few
minutes each day writing in a diary-type account of their deepest
thoughts and feelings about it. The results revealed a remarkable boost
in their psychological and physical well-being, including a reduction
in health problems and an increase in self-esteem and happiness.
So why would talking about a traumatic experience have almost no effect but writing about it yield such significant benefits?
From a psychological perspective, talking and writing are very
different. Talking can often be somewhat unstructured, disorganized,
even chaotic. In contrast, writing encourages the creation of a story
line and structure that help people make sense of what has happened and
work towards a solution. In short, talking can add to a sense of
confusion, but writing provides a more systematic, solution-based
approach (Jeff Atwood 2011).
Writing is my favorite hobby
besides photography. While some of my pieces may disturb some readers it
is extraordinarily therapeutic for me. Through prose I can shed some of
that pulsating rage that's coursing through my veins. I have this
inability to express myself to those I'm close to, but I'm able to
cryptically bleed on paper for complete strangers. I enjoy seeing how
many people can decipher my messages(very few do), and if I help someone
along the way the reward is that much sweeter.